I can slowly feel it now and I don’t want to expect too much, because I might get disappointed again. I’ve been in this situation once and I can’t describe the feeling because it has given me so much emotional pain. As far as my memory is concerned, I cried one whole week because I couldn’t get over it. I know I’ve tried my best, but not my very best. I should have exerted more effort to save myself from this agony--- the agony of getting a low grade. Exaggerated as it may seem, this is how I perceive getting low grades. Today is the start of my agony, as our course card distribution day is fast approaching. Good luck to me. I hope I am still a dean’s lister.
