There are some things that are better left unsaid. But not being able to say what's in your heart is one of the hardest things to do and one of the worst feelings in the world...
ASDFGHJKL. :((
It's not easy to take these all in but I have to be strong. As the photo above says: "Everything passes. Don't worry." I don't know why I have to go through this kind of situation that I describe as a "mind blowing emotional roller coaster ride" but I'm sure that in the end, I will get to understand why this has to happen.
Whatever happens, I'm ready. I'm going to accept and embrace it. Life goes on.