Senti Mode

It is cold outside and it seems that rain will fall down anytime. I don't know if there would be a typhoon coming because I seldom watch news and I hardly read newspaper nowadays because auntie stopped buying since she went to States. I don't know what's happening in our country and around the world except for the ZTE broadband deal that involves Lozada and Abalos and the latest school shooting in Illinois where there are six people dead. Anyway, this is the perfect time to be in a sentimental mode since the weather is cold. For me, this is the perfect time to think and reflect about some stuff. And of course, this would be more perfect if I have a cup of hot chocolate with marshmallow in my hand. Oh well, I'm just wondering, if you were thinking about someone, is it possible that he or she is thinking about you too? Haay...I hope so.

My twelve friends in school. I love them. My days are always happy and colorful because of them. Thank you my twelve loves. Tasha, we miss you. =)

*By the way, I changed the song in my blog again. The title is One in a Million by Miley Cyrus. She also sang If We Were a Movie, the previous song. Ibabalik ko ulit ang If We Were a Movie...hindi ko lang alam kung kailan. Sa ngayon, One in a Million muna. =)*

S.A.D.

You might think I'm sad today because my title is S.A.D. If you have looked at the date above this entry, today is February 14, 2008. Oh, so today is Valentine's Day. I spent my first valentines in La Salle this year and it's kinda different because I came from an environment where there are no boys (my age) around. I won't elaborate more on that but I hope you get my point. Haha. Going back to S.A.D, it actually stands for Single Awareness Day. Every year, as the sweet couples celebrate happy heart's day, single people celebrate SAD. To stop you from wondering if I were sad, the answer is a big NO. I'm not sad. I never spend my valentines day feeling sad or bitter (though I said I felt bitter towards Mr. Loyalty in my previous entry hahaha) because everyday is a special day. =) Okay, this is all for today. Happy Valentine's Day (or Happy Heart's Day) and Happy Single Awareness Day to everyone! Enjoy! =)

***I finally saw Enchong Dee (actually, I see him every Monday). He's very handsome...that's true. =) He's visible in school these days and I'm very happy! Haha.***

Bitter-Sweet Like the Candy in the Street

Okay. Okay. Okay. Let me get straight to the point. I feel bitter towards Mr. Loyalty. That is his new name, by the way. Bitter! Bitter! Bitter! I don't know if I would cry or laugh. For more than three years, I'm still loyal to him, and I don't know why...pathetic isn't it? Valentines is on Thursday and I know that he would be the happiest guy in the whole wide world...There are a lot of good guys in school...I know some of them...and they are the ideal guy friends that most girls are praying for...but why am I loyal? Is it because I'm still holding on to my past and never letting go? I'm trying hard to forget him! Bitter! Bitter! Bitter! *sob* *sob* *sob* Just kidding. Haha. Anyway, have a very Happy, Sweet, Meaningful, and Romantic Valentines day! =)

Hmmm...What If?

Three or four days ago, I attended the meeting of Mau and her fellow colleagues. I just joined them because I didn’t like to go home (to the dorm) yet. I sat there listening to their views and opinions about the certain issues that happen in our college, which is the College of Education (CED). There were four questions, but the only question that remained in my mind was the first one. Of course, there is this perception that which comes first would be the one being remembered. Well, that is partly true in my case. Haha. Although, I can still remember the other questions, I don’t know why I couldn’t forget the first question: If CED were to be an object, what would it be? Why? They have different answers like crayons and rubrics cube that follow reasonable and sensible reasons. I have my own answer and reason as well, even if I’m not really a part of their meeting. I only kept it in my mind (how generous, not sharing my own thoughts! Haha). Here it goes:


If CED were to be an object, it would be a puzzle. In CED, there are issues and concerns that need to be resolved. The people in the college aren’t united yet. There are still empty spaces that serve as a barrier to each and everyone. Like a puzzle, in order to be called a REAL puzzle, it should be complete. The pieces of the puzzle fill the empty spaces to close the gap among each individual. There shouldn’t be any missing piece. There shouldn’t be one being left behind. When these pieces are already together, they become connected and united, thus producing a wonderful masterpiece.

So this is my reason. I know I can’t be a part of the student council because I feel I don’t have the potential to be a leader. However, if I were to be given a chance to run for a particular position, I would accept it. Oh well, this is my chance to come out of my shell and become a more active student right? This is my chance to fully overcome my shyness. In this way, I can prove something that is beyond the expectations of others; it is like a surprise. I would try my very best to serve my fellow La Sallians. Like what most of the candidates say, a leader serves the people; not the people serve the leader. If I would have my own RTR someday, after saying my script, I would always tell them one thing: I may have a small voice…but I can make a BIG difference. Wow, enough said. And back to my ECEDSED review. Haha. =)

Daydreaming...

Today, please allow me to daydream and think about my crush, thank you..thank you. *haha*blush*. I just realized that in two weeks' time, it's valentine's day because on Friday, it's already the first day of February. I'm gonna spend my first valentines in school, and I can picture that day in my mind right now. Anyway, there would be nothing new for me. Haha. As always, I spend the day with myself, friends, or family. Maybe, this time, I'm gonna spend this day with myself and friends. Remember, my family is in Laguna, while I'm in Manila. Oh well, that's life. On the other hand, if you have noticed, I changed my music in this blog. I like this song very much. I always play this song in my computer at home or in my laptop, which I usually bring with me in Manila. Whenever I play this song, I think about my crush...hahaha...and my imagination goes...

I'm singing this song with my band infront of an audience. While singing, I can see my crush sitting in the front seat looking at me. It doesn't mean that he likes me too. He's just there to support me and my band. Because I'm afraid to tell him what I feel, I'll say it through this song. Definitely, he won't get the idea that I like him...but singing this song makes me feel better...because through singing, I can express what I feel... especially, my feelings towards him...

If we were a movie...you'd be the right guy...and i'd be the bestfriend you'd fall in love with in the end..

Oh well, they say that it's free to daydream. I'm just happy. He makes my day happy...*blush* =)

Bye!!! Good day!!! And...always think about happy thoughts to be happy!!! =)

My Experience with the Theresians

Yesterday, I had a great time. I went to Auntie Lucy's Alma Mater, St. Theresa's College in Quezon City, because she invited me to be her guest. Although I came from St. Scho, I accepted auntie's invitation. I never regretted my decision because I enjoyed the whole night with the Theresians. I even met some of auntie's former colleagues and former students.The party was very lively, happy, colorful, and extravagant. They really spent a lot of money to make that Alumni Homecoming a truly memorable event. What I liked about the celebration were good food, nice program, and the booths. Oh, I loved the booths! They invited Starbucks (I bought my first mocca frap for this year..haha), Krispy Kreme (I also bought a dozen donuts...I'm really dreaming about their glazed donuts..haha), Shakeys (I wanted to buy pizza, but since I bought mocca frap and donuts, I controlled myself..haha), Fruitas, Dulcinea, and a lot more.

This is my first time to experience an alumni homecoming. It is super duper fun! Well, I'm looking forward to celebrating an alumni homecoming with my fellow Scholasticans in the future. I hope that everybody will be there to celebrate and enjoy that wonderful day, reminiscing the unforgettable experiences we have had together in St. Scho. Ora et Labora. That in all things, God may be glorified!

Hit Me Britney One More Time

I first met Britney Spears when I was eight years old while watching TV. It was very accidental because I was changing channels, then I suddenly saw her video and got hooked on the song, Baby One More Time. I used to sing and dance her songs, which became big hits worldwide. Everybody loved her and her songs. There were young girls too who dressed and acted like she did. I began to like her because she was so talented and pretty. I loved the way she dances while singing because it was so graceful. No wonder why she was called "The Pop Princess". I even brought her albums from Baby One More Time to In the Zone. I became her number one fan.

It is not a surprise for famous people who get involved into a controversy. News about marriage, divorce, annulment, teenage pregnancy, drug addiction, death, and their private lives are so endless and common. Since Britney belongs to the Pop Royal Family in the world of entertainment, she has no escape from it. And because of these controversies, Britney's life became horrible.

I thought that her relationship with Justin Timberlake would stay forever. I was indeed happy for them. They really looked good together and by looking at their eyes, they seemed that they loved each other. After being together for so many years, they broke up. Poor Justin. Poor Britney. She seemed desperate about her life after Justin. She french-kissed Madonna during the MTV awards. That was very yucky, disappointing, and alarming. She married her old friend but filed a divorce within the 24 hours of their marriage. Her videos showed how affected she was because they were so...not so good. She was not the Britney that I used to know and like. That was why, I didn't buy her album after she released In the Zone. I began to dislike her specially when she got married to Kevin Federline, the father of their two children. She even took drugs. Her actions were very disturbing and she was very high. She wasted her life and her career. Because of what she did, she slowly became mentally crazy. She even hid her son from her husband just because she didn't want him to be near the child. Poor Britney.

Like her fellow pop star, Lindsay Lohan, she is always in and out of the rehab center. She is put there to change her life. Because of her very traumatic experiences [in her life], she is always the bulls eye of the paparazzi. They are interested in her and wherever she goes, there are always cameras around, taking pictures of her. Respecting one's own privacy isn't in the vocabulary of those paparazzis.

I agree with my friend when she said something about Britney. Well, she may be mentally crazy but her confidence while performing doesn't show that she is really mentally crazy. In fact, she seems "normal". I'm not saying that I'm beginning to be a fan of hers again, but I think she is amazing and pretty in her latest video, Piece of Me. The way she dances in that video...it's just incredible. That video is better than Gimme More. Haha. Maybe, Piece of Me is better because it is about the experiences that she is going through. Despite her situation right now, she still manages to perform well and do her best. Well, I hope that she'd change her life now. Come on, this girl has a talent. It's a pity if she doesn't change her life, right? Honestly, I miss the old Britney. I hope she comes back. =)

*If you want to see Britney's latest video, just watch MTV, Myx, or any music channels to see for yourself. You may also visit youtube.com *

It is Time

Dribble Dribble Shoot that Ball!

Last Monday, I surprised not only myself but my friends as well. In school, there is a program called L.E.A.P which is an alternative class for February 12. When Mau told me about the program, I was super excited because I felt that this is my chance to be discovered by the badminton varsity. Well, I'm not really a good badminton player but I would love to join the team. So, I went to the EDTECH room to enroll. Unfortunately, when I clicked the button for the badminton workshop, I had no slot. It was already very full and it was still morning. Our group was divided this time. Mau, Tricia, and the others enrolled in the hip-hop dance; Lo signed in the modeling program; I'm not really sure if Kat enrolled in the crafts, although I asked her. I just forgot. Haha. Meanwhile, Icca, Ocha, and Cheska enrolled in the basketball program. What about me? Okay, I'll tell you. A lot of people were surprised when I told them that I joined the basketball program as well. Yes, that is true. I enrolled in the basketball program. They were really nodding their heads in disbelief as if I was lying. Haha. They even thought that I was only joking. But I said firmly, "Yes, I enrolled in the basketball program". Honestly, I don't know anything about basketball. But I think that this is the right time to learn a new sport. Who knows, in the future, I would be the next Ty Tang. Haha. Of course, I'm just kidding. =) Anyway, I'm looking forward to learning basketball. I think, I would love it too as much as I love playing volleyball and badminton.

The Wanderer

Every Monday and Wednesday, I don't usually go home at the dorm right after dismissal. I always stay there until six thirty or quarter to seven. Mondays are scheduled for meeting with my bestfriend and we just wander around the campus...talking and sharing stuff, while Wednesdays are "devoted" to my never ending quest for Enchong Dee. Haha. In case you don't know Enchong, he is the guy in the latest Close- Up commercial who rides a motorcycle blowing, I think, fire. Haha. He actually looks gorgeous in person and he is really very stunning. Waaa. Sadly, I don't see him, while my friends always see him. They would always text me whenever they see Enchong Dee! Or, they will share their encounters with him around the campus. It's really sad. Some of them took pictures of him and saved them in their cellphones, then they'll show me. By the way, the recent picture of him was taken yesterday while buying siomai in Brother Connon Canteen. He's wearing green cap, green shirt, maong shorts, and red rubbershoes. Well, I think, he still has a Christmas hang-over. Haha. Anyway, I hope to see him before the school year ends. This last term for this school year is the best time to see Enchong Dee! Haha. =)

It's Nice to See You Again

While waiting for my time to go to Andrew lobby to look for Enchong, I accidentally saw an old friend in school. Actually, he's not studying in our school, but in the school nearby ours. He was just there to play basketball with his friends. Anyway, I was not expecting to see him. I was really surprised when I saw him twice this month in school. I didn't greet him when I first saw him and I felt guilty. Haha. Anyway, during our second meeting, I greeted him na. Hmmm. Message for you: I'm happy to see you there! At last, nagkita na rin tayo bago matapos ang school year. Hope to see you around! =) *you know who you are...haha.*

The Dream of a Sporty Girl Wannabe

The first week of the the third and final semester for this school year has just started. I've seen some organizations in school sitting relaxingly along their respective places in SJ walk, hanging tarpaulins to recruit new members, if I'm not mistaken. Oh yes. This is it. I'm just waiting to see the members of the badminton varsity, begging students to join their group.

I talked to one of my blockmate-friend about my dream, which is joining the badminton varsity. I told her that it's my dream eversince I learned how to play the sport, and I liked it very much. It was surprising to hear that she also wanted to join the team because she likes to play it as well. I was very glad because I wouldn't be alone, if ever the team accepted me.

Right now, I'm having a very big dilemma.

I don't know if I would still join the team, after seeing the team having their training yesterday. I don't know if I could do what they can do. I don't know if I could hit the shuttle-cock as hard as they do. I don't know if I would survive their team.

But what about my dream? If I join, there would be a lot of benefits such as decreasing the amount of my tuition fee, which makes my aunt and father very happy, as expected. If I'm an athlete, I would get free tickets and a special seat ( like Upper A) in Araneta, during the season of UAAP. I would have the chance to travel inside and outside the Philippines to compete and represent the school. On the other hand, if I'm already a member, there are trainings in the morning (5:30 or earlier) and in the evening after school hours (6:00 onwards). OMG. I can't wake up very early in the morning and I don't want to stay up late in school.

Oh well. I guess, I really have to think about it. What do you think?

Back to Normal

The Christmas vacation is finally over. My life as a college student will be back to normal again starting tomorrow. Tomorrow, I'm going back to the dormitory. School will start tomorrow as well. I'm sure, there are a lot of stories from my friends and school mates about their experiences this vacation. I wonder what to tell them. I actually spent my Christmas and New Year at home and my family and I never went to any places around and outside the country, unlike them. Haha. Well, I don't know how I feel right now. Mixed emotions. I'm happy because I'm going to see my friends and my best friend. We haven't seen each other for a very long time. Yet, I'm sad because I'm going to miss Laguna. Anyway, I think I should be happy because I only have four school days a week. At least, I'll have a long weekend this third and last semester.

My Own Countdown...The Seven Blessings from the Year of the Pig

In two hours' time, the clock will strike to midnight. The big black sky will turn into colorful one, with different shades of red, green, yellow, orange, and blue as people end the year 2007 with a loud bang. Hello Philippines! Hello World! Hello and Welcome Year 2008!

The year 2007 has been a fruitful one for me. I call this year my "lucky year". Why lucky year? Because the year of the pig has been good to me. I always keep in mind what my aunties tell me: Count your blessings. Since the two biggest networks in the country usually have their yearend special, I would also do the same. I would have my own yearend special. But, this one is different, because I will count down the blessings that I've received this year. Here are the seven blessings:

7.) New Clothes

Okay, I sound too materialistic, but hey, I consider having new clothes as a blessing. Haha! This year, I have had the opportunity to buy lots and lots of clothes because I definitely need them. And, I learned to save up my allowance since, like what I said, new clothes are a necessity [for me].

6.) New Gadgets

Another materialistic one. Last March, I received a new cellphone from my parents as their graduation gift for me. Buying me a new phone is one of the happiest moment of my life (wow, haha). Also, I received a laptop from my aunties and parents for my birthday. I really need a laptop, especially when I stay in the dorm, so I wouldn't go to computer shops anymore.

5.) High School Graduation

Although, graduating from high school was a sad moment for me because this would probably be the last time I would see my beloved fellow Humblebees, this was also a happy moment for me because I received my high school diploma and I got nice awards. I miss you Humblebees!!! =)

6.) Graduation Song Composition

It was really a nice moment when the graduation song composed by our group was chosen to be sung in our graduation. I never expected it because the other groups really had wonderful songs as well. I considered this one as a blessing from God. =)

5.) Reunion with my Grade School Friends

I had fun being with my grade school friends last April 29. I would never ever forget this day. And I hope, next year, there would be a Part 2.

4.) Getting Good Grades in La Salle

I really thought that I would not make it in La Salle. Although, most of the lessons are easy to understand, the requirement are hard to do. I have to sleep late at night or early in the morning just to finish them because I aim for the grade of 4.0. My late night sleeps and eyebags are worth it because the results are always good. =)

3.) Meeting New Peers

I'm really happy because my circle of friends is getting bigger and bigger. It is nice to meet new people and learn from them. But, like what I said in my previous entry, it is better to be careful than to take a risk.

2.) My La Salle Dream

Being accepted in La Salle was unexpected. When I learned that I was accepted, I really jumped for joy. It is really my dream to be in this prestigious university. I realized that God maybe wants me to be really there. Maybe, I'm born to be a La Sallian. Animo! (haha) *Trivia: I cried when I didn't make it in Ateneo though. =)*

1.) My Family is still complete and I have nice people around me

Yes, my family is still complete and I'm very thankful that nobody left us this year, if you get what I mean. I'm really praying hard to God to give my loved ones a very long life because they still need to experience a lot of things...especially that we (our generation) are still young. We love them. We still need a lot of time to spend with them. On the other hand, I'm thankful because there are a lot of people who mean a lot to me, who never forget and are always there when I need them. They became a big part of my life, especially this year. They made my year meaningful and colorful.

See...there are a lot of things to be thankful for. I'm really thankful!!! Thank you very much!!! Haha. To all of you...Happy, happy New Year!!! May you have a blessed and fruitful year ahead. And never forget to count all your blessings!!! Take care people!!! =)

My Christmas This Year

My Christmas this year is quite different from the previous years because our family is not complete. We are only few this Christmas and it's really sad, although I enjoyed celebrating it with them. It feels different because I'm so used to celebrating this season with a lot of family members.

Since we were only few, the laughter and the stories were few as well. Our yearly family "pictorial" didn't seem like one because there were only two cameras--- mine and Ate Lilian's. Before, there were a lot of cameras and the pictorials really took a lot of time. I was also disappointed because my cousins from Canada weren't with us. They celebrated Christmas in Quezon City with one of my aunts who is sick. I understood the situation, but I wished they were here instead of being there. My other cousins who live in the other side of Quezon City didn't come for Christmas too. They went to Bacolod to celebrate Christmas there. :'( The only thing that didn't change was, me running out of English words while talking to Luisa and Cente. Haha. :D

Anyway, I hope that next year we are complete. Christmas is not the same without them. And, they missed a lot delicious foods such as lechon, crab, kare-kare, fried chicken, and the yap-yap (small shrimps). Haha.

Before I end this entry, I would like to share with you some of the pictures taken last Christmas: (I also uploaded pictures in friendster and multiply)

Before I Sleep Tonight...

First of all, I want to greet all of you a very belated Merry Christmas! I hope that you guys have had a wonderful and meaningful Christmas celebration. And I'm sure, everybody enjoyed this season.

Okay, I only have thirty minutes left before I go up to my room and sleep on my bed. You know, even if I'm at home, I still have a curfew. It sounds like c-o-r-n-y, but I have to follow the rule as long as I live here. So, I will go straight to the point, because time is running out.

I love writing new stuff that's why I have my blogs. Like what I said to a previous entry, this is my outlet to express what I think and feel. It is possible that people can see and read my blogs because, hey, this is internet, if you know what I mean. It is wonderful to share thoughts with each other and it is nice to know others who have the same idea as you. I'm just thinking about what my cousin said the last time we've seen each other. Well, she has a point. Let's be careful when we share our thoughts, especially when writing (or typing rather) blogs. We should know our limitations. Don't add and meet people whom you're not connected with. Oh well, when it comes to adding a celebrity, it's a different case. Haha. I turned down some friend requests from people whom I don't know in Friendster. I only accept friend requests that come from people whom I have connection, and of course, from the ones I know personally. This may sound like a cliche, but let's keep in mind what our parents usually tell us before: "Don't talk to strangers". I'm not saying that it's bad to meet new peers. But I think, it is definitely better to meet new friends in person, not thru chatrooms, friendster, or other websites in the cyberspace. So please, be careful. Don't take a risk, because you might not know what would happen. Good night! Ciao! =)

A Writer's Block and Totally Random Thoughts

Right now, I'm experiencing a writer's block. I have a lot of things to say about my dream chocolate cake but unfortunately, I slowly forget all about them. I don't know where to start and I don't know what to say. Gosh. Although my experience with a chocolate cake yesterday is memorable, it seems that somebody has erased that memory of mine in my mind. Sad. I'm totally blank today and I'm wishing that I could write like the way Bianca Gonzales, Saab Magalona and Mikee Lee write. Oh my. This is really not good. I feel like I have amnesia or Alzheimer's or something. I suddenly remember some of my past examinations when I experienced a mental block. Shocks. And now I'm comparing myself to a gold fish! Wow! Why gold fish? Because I've read in a magazine that gold fishes have a short term memory. They only remember things for only like five seconds! Yes, five seconds! OMG. Guys, I think I'm like Dory from Finding Nemo. She's the fish who helped Nemo's father find him. She's the fish who has a happy spirit and the one who keeps on forgetting things--- definitely like me. And, she said the lines, "Just keep swimming...just keep swimming...just keep swimming...". Her voice is the voice of Ellen De Generes. Lucky her. She always has a lot of things to say, like Oprah, and what she says is all impromptu. Waaa. I feel like an old lady who doesn't remember anything at all! I imagine myself having wrinkles on my face and my hair becomes grey then white. Haha. Very funny. Leech. I feel and I look like I lost my sanity. Haay. I'm laughing by myself! Is this the result of having a writer's block? Hey, I'm supposed to write [or type rather], an entry about chocolate cake! Whew. But instead, I ended up writing non-sense stuff. Grrrr. By the way, this is a complete example of random thoughts. Raarrrr.

Awww...*sigh*

Nine days to go until Christmas. Yay! I'm so excited because my cousins from Canada, and the twins, who came all the way from California and Los Angeles, will celebrate this special day with us. I really want to see them!!! My camera is ready to take pictures of them. Hahaha. Honestly, I'm practicing talking to myself in English in front of the mirror. Hahahaha.

Well, there's one thing that I've realized here. Christmas is meaningful and happy even without expensive gifts, the material things such as new dress and new shoes, and delicious foods. I'm not saying that having those is bad. Of course, it's fine because, honestly, it's wonderful to have something new for Christmas. My point is, even if without those things around, at least you're with the ones you love and you spend this special day together, it's okay. No matter what, as long as you're together, everything will be alright. =)

Takbo! Takbo! Takbo!

Dumating na rin ang araw na pinakahihintay ng mga mag-aaral ng Unibersidad ng Pilipinas. Ngayon ay ang araw ng pagtakbo ng mga kalalakihan na walang saplot sa kanilang katawan. Ito ay ang pinakasikat at walang kamatayang Oblation Run. Taon-taon ko nalang ito nababalitaan sa telebisyon, sa dyaryo, o sa radyo. Hindi ko alam kung bakit at paano ito nag-umpisa. Ngunit, sa aking palagay, ito ay may mahalagang simbolo, hindi lamang sa mga taga-UP kundi maging sa Pilipinas na rin. Dahil ako ay naiintriga sa kasaysayan ng Oblation Run, nais ko na magsaliksik tungkol dito. Subalit, hindi ko muna ito gagawin dahil sasamantalahin ko muna ang bakasyong ito. Gagawin ko muna ang mga bagay na hindi ko nagawa sa nakalipas na tatlong linggo dahil ako ay naging abala sa paggawa ng mga proyekto na binigay sa amin ng mga propesor. Tulad nga ng islogan ng Kit-Kat, "Have a break, have a Kit-Kat".

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Hindi ko pa nararanasan ang manood ng isang tunay Oblation Run. Nakikita ko lamang ito sa telebisyon, sa isang bahagi ng mga balita. Ayon sa iba, ito ay masaya at makabuluhan. Hindi ko naman pinapangarap na mapanood ito ng "live" , dahil hindi pa ako handa na makakita ng mga kalalakihan na tumatakbo ng walang kahit ano sa kanilang katawan, kahit na ako'y nasa tamang edad na. Kung ang mga naliligo nga sa swimming pool na ang tanging suot lang ay trunks sa skul ay hindi ko matingnan ng tuwid, ito pa kayang mga tumatakbo sa kalye na walang suot na trunks? Hahaha.

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I'm Fine, Thank You

Everything is back into its proper place. Mama is not upset anymore. Yey! She brought ice cream then she told me to smile...=) At least, we're okay now and I'm happy! =) So, I have to bid you adieu, because I'll study for our long test tomorrow (chdodev). Remember, I have a goal and I want to achieve it. Wish me luck! Aja! =)

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I LOVE ICE CREAM =)

What Have I Done?

My aunt and I usually attend mass every Saturday night, thus anticipated mass. My parents and my brother also attend that mass but they don't sit with us because they prefer sitting at the back rather than infront. Anyway, I listened to the homily of the priest. I think that his homily is nice because it talks about "living our lives to the fullest". Our life is not permanent; it's temporary and we will all die. That is why, we should have more reasons to enjoy our lives. We shouldn't sulk in one corner and pity ourselves. Try doing things that will make us happy. For example, finding happiness in simple things like eating ice cream and spending time with the family. FAMILY. That word is stuck in my head. I couldn't forget what he said about hugging each member of the family because there will come a time, we wouldn't have the chance to hug these people anymore. Remember, time changes, and as it changes, people change.

After the mass, at home, I told my mother jokingly yet nicely that she should take care of my father and hug him too because the priest said so in the homily. The priest has a point and in my opinion, he's right. When I told mama these words, I didn't mean anything bad. Is it bad to remind or tell our parents that giving a warm and sincere hug makes someone feel better? Well, I think, in my mother's case, yes, it's bad. She got upset (or maybe angry). She said that she's not that showy and expressive and she takes good care of papa. I answered back. I said, "Mama, wala naman masama kung mag-hug kayo ni papa eh. Kaya ko lang nasabi kasi hindi ko na kayo nakikita na nagha-hug. Di na tulad ng dati..." There was silence. I think my answer "shot" mama. Natigilan si mama. She just repeated what she said and added some more stuff, which I couldn't remember at all. Papa heard everything and he didn't say anything. He was quiet all the time but eventually, he said, "Tama na 'yan." And guess what I did? As usual, I cried...I cried again.

What have I done? Am I a BAD daughter? What's wrong with what I said? I just want to see them hug. What's wrong with giving themselves a hug? Honestly, when someone hugs me, I feel good. And I think I broke mama's heart...OMG. I feel bad...

No More Drama

I think, this is the right time to be serious. I need to be serious to get good grades. I saw my midterm grade in biology yesterday and I'm not satisfied. Although, I passed, I should have given more effort on it. I will also be more serious not only in biology but in other subjects as well such as chdodev and tredone. I need to work harder because I want to get grades not lower than 2.0. Also, I should not give attention to Enchong Dee for the meantime. Next time nalang ang celebrity sight-seeing...hahaha...=) And if ever I get the grades that I want or that will make me satisfied (I hope I will), there's no more drama. I promise! =)

Something to Think About

At exactly 12:05 AM of the first day of November, my fellow humblebee and former classmate in St. Scho (Karel) sent me a message. As I was scrolling down the keys of my phone, I thought it was a quote about Christmas because there were words that mention Christmas. Anyway, I had goose bumps when I finished the message because I was the only one awake during that time. I just finished watching an episode of Princess Hours which I borrowed from Ell. After reading, I couldn't sleep and I kept thinking about it. This was the message:

Malamig na

ang simoy

ng hangin.

Ramdam mo ba?

Ano kayang dahilan?

Dahil kaya malapit na ang pasko?

O baka naman

Dahil may katabi kang

Multo?

*Goodnight! (smiley)

How about you, dear readers of my blog? (feeling may nagbabasa ng blog ko...hahaha...) What do you think? =)

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Confessions Part Two

Here I am again making another confession. I never thought that I would do it again. I'm so glad that blogger is here. Blogger is one of my "outlets" where I can put all my thoughts and "release" what I feel. Haha. Today, I have another stories to share.

Uwian Na

I did it again. I asked my aunt and tried to convince her if I can go home (in Laguna) after school, although I know that there's no possibility that she'll agree. Of course, she enumerated the reasons that she gave me before like the price of the gasoline is high, the car is too old to go back and forth Manila, and I will get tired. Surprisingly, I didn't say anything this time. I just kept quiet and nodded my head.

I really don't know what's going on with me. I always wanted the uwian way. Perhaps, I miss home--- a lot. Most of my blockmates get envy with us who stay in the dorm because according to them, we're independent and there's no parents who always look and check everything that we do. They say it's cool and fun. Yes, they may be right. Living in the dorm is cool because we learn to be independent and we do silly and fun things. We don't depend on anyone because there's nobody who will take care of ourselves except us. On the contrary, living in the dorm for four days (sometimes five days because we have Saturday classes) is also sad because we miss our families--- our home. Or probably, I'm the only one who feels this way. For six months, I'm still not yet adjusted, really. My room mates and dorm mates are most likely adjusted in this kind of life because I don't see them cry or hear them say, I want to go home. I don't know when I would be adjusted to dorm life. I'm still not losing hope that my wish, the uwian way, would come true someday. Oh, maybe, my wish will be granted when the price of the gasoline will decrease forever and when my parents will have enough money to buy a new car. *sigh*

Loyalty Not Yet Over?

I'm still thinking about that person. I thought I was really over him, but I guess, I'm not. God, please help me forget him. Let me set him free.

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The Party

Yesterday, I attended the victory party of La Salle. The La Salle Green Archers men's basketball team won the championship game last Sunday against University of the East Warriors. It was really unexpected because UE Warriors were really great players! Anyway, the victory of La Salle was very surprising and a good sign as well. We're really back in the field and we're one!!!

I was with my blockmates-friends and bestfriend, Maggie. But I was with Maggie the whole time. We ran back and forth just to take pictures of the players. I know, it was so like paparazzi, but being there...seeing the players in the flesh...(even if I see them walk around the school every school days...hahaha)...it was indeed exciting.

Here are some of the pictures of the players taken yesterday. I want to share them with you: (some of them may be blurry, sorry...for more pictures, you may visit danadoo.multiply.com)

Bader Malabes and Kish Co The Green Archers Cholo Villanueva

Jvee Casio OJ Cua

How It All Began? (La Salle vs. Ateneo)

Do you ever wonder how the "feud" between the De La Salle University and Ateneo de Manila University began? Do you ever ask yourself why these two big and prestigious universities always compete against each other? Are you interested why they act so "violently" specially during UAAP seasons?

Today, our tredone teacher told us the reason behind all these stuff. I was really surprised and amazed when I heard it. Please let me share the story with you...

In the year 1938, NCAA has two biggest teams, which are De La Salle University and Ateneo de Manila University. During that time, Ateneo was located at Padre Faura in Manila. It transferred to Quezon City because the Jesuits liked the place. Before, that place was purely grass and hill-like. The Jesuits said that in the future, it would be industrialized. So that's why Ateneo is called "Hill of Loyola". Anyway, going back to NCAA, La Salle and Ateneo played against each other. Fortunately, La Salle won. That year, which was 1938, in the midst of the celebration of La Salle, they threw 3 Max Fried Chickens at the gates of Ateneo (Padre Faura). Ateneo was very upset about what happened. So from that time, the feud between the two schools erupted like a volcano. It was not so violent until in the year of 1970, when smashing and hitting of cars became so prevalent. Because of this, Ateneo and La Salle withdrew from NCAA. After some time, Ateneo joined UAAP. But what is Ateneo without La Salle? What is La Salle without Ateneo? So La Salle joined UAAP as well. That's how it all began. That's why La Salle and Ateneo have been so competent against each other...whether in the academic and athletic side.

Speaking of La Salle and Ateneo, I watched the recent game last September 18. I didn't go to Araneta to watch the game. I watched it on TV and I would like to congratulate the Green Archers (wee!!! yey!!!) for winning the game. I owe our winning to Ty Tang and Jvee Casio, who are two of the best members of the team. They are very great players. BUT we need to pray more because there would be another game. We don't know when but we hope for the best. God Bless! =)

Loyalty Over?

Honestly, I don't know how to start this entry. There are so many ideas inside my head, and I don't know which one to put first. Right now, I'm quite confused about something that's been with me for the past...more than three years. Yes, more than three years. (I won't tell the exact year, but it's really record breaking...haha...) There's only one person who's been running inside my mind for all these years. And because this person has a very great and big impact on me, it is really hard to forget everything about him. Oh yes, he's a guy.

My bestfriend is really amazed because I still like the person until now. I've known him since gradeschool and now that I'm in college, I still like him. There are a lot of good guys around but I just ignore them because my attention only lies to this person. Even if I say that I'm crushing on Enchong Dee, the pep squad guy in DLSU, the tostillas guy who just left for a vacation in Canada, and one of the basketball players of DLSU, the truth is...my feelings for this guy are still greater and more than them. It's not only the "crush" thing. Like what I said, I like him. I can't say that I love him, though. But he's really special to me.

For more than three years, he doesn't even know, and he doesn't have any idea that I like him. Oh yes, I have attempts to tell him what I feel, but fear always reigns. I don't have the courage to tell him how I feel. I don't want to risk our friendship because of this silly and funny feeling. So, for all these years that we've known each other, I just keep quiet and act as if I don't like him.

My dear friends, honestly, I'm waiting for the time when he would tell me that he likes me too, and then, it would also be my chance to tell him that I like him, but I doubt it. He only likes me as a friend. I am the only one who has special feelings for him...and I'm quite getting tired of feeling this way. Besides, he likes someone else...

They say that when you really like someone, and you want what's best for him/her to be happy, you have to let go. You have to set him/her free. You may be happy, if there will come a time when you and that someone becomes a couple...but isn't it also sad and pathetic when he/she isn't happy with you? Will you still keep him/her even if he's not happy?

Maybe they are right. Maybe, my bestfriend and my aunt are right. I should move on. I shouldn't keep feeling this way towards him. Oh well, he's not the only guy in this world, right? I know, it's hard to forget him, but little by little, I will learn to forget him. He will always be my friend, and he will always be special to me, but I think, this is the right time to set him free. I want him to be happy. Good thing, I don't see him na. Pwede na siguro magsayaw ng ocho-ocho si bestfriend...haha. If we're really meant to be, then let it be. And yes, I feel good. =)

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*I would like to thank God for making it possible for me to be a Dean's Lister. Thank you.*

Not Meant to Be

Destiny. Do you believe in destiny? According to Webster's New World Dictionary, it is the seemingly inevitable succession of events and one's fate. I know some people who believe in destiny. They believe that what's happening in their life now is destined for them--- that destiny is like the "twin" of their life.

Right now, I'm in a situation that really makes me wonder if I would make it to the dean's list. Of course, it is my dream to be one of the dean's listers in La Salle. Well, it is everybody's dream to be in a dean's list, right?

I guess that running back and forth in La Salle is destined for me. In order to achieve my dreams and goals, I need to have patience and faith in God. I don't get what I want easily. There are certain requirements, but this time, it's different. I don't have to visit the admissions office like what I used to do before. I don't have to fall in a long line waiting for a result. This time, I have to wait for my laboratory physics teacher so I could talk to her about my final grade. My final grade in laboratory physics makes me feel bad because I believe that I don't deserve the grade that I got. All of my other subjects are okay( 3.0-3.5)...except this one.

My teacher and I already talked about it. I told her everything that I need to explain. I was never absent in our lab meetings and I never missed a single group lab activity. She said, she'll double-check my grade, and what my group got in those activities, she will put in her record. She even asked me to give her my e-mail address because she'll send me my grades.

I really do hope that there will be a change in my grade. I need "justice". And I don't want to be left hanging in the air...waiting for a miracle to happen.

There may be a change, but I am not hoping that I will be a dean's lister. I'm preparing myself. I want to be ready for the outcomes. I don't want to expect a lot because I don't want to be disappointed in the end. Maybe, this is my fate. Maybe, this is destined for me. Maybe, we are not meant to be. Maybe, this is my destiny. Oh well, there is still a 2nd trimester...and a 3rd trimester. I'll just do better next time. :(

*By the way, I saw him yesterday. I thought that he already left the school. According to his friend, he's leaving on Saturday. And, he's going back on the 3rd trimester. May chance pa ang tostillas. Haha. Happy-happy. =) Happy trip! *

I'm Back!

I'm Back! After how many months, I'm back. There are so many things that happened. Some of them are happy moments, while some aren't so happy moments. Honestly, I miss sharing my thoughts here in blogger, and I'm so glad because I can share some of my thoughts here again.

Being a Lasallian makes me feel so good. Life in college may be hard for there are so many paper works, but the stress could be gone because there are people who make them go away. I thought that I wouldn't survive in the university because it is a new place for me, knowing that I grew up from the province. I thought that the people there are sophisticated, classy, and so urban-minded. Maybe, for some, that thinking of mine applies. But not all people from La Salle are like that, trust me. Actually, most of the people whom I met are all friendly and nice. They never let me feel that I'm an outcast or a loner. They always let me feel that I belong. =) I'm very thankful that I have known them...and I believe that they are the ones whom I can go to whenever something bothers me.

I think, I'm already adjusted in the new world where I belong. Perhaps, there are still some who just know someone when they need something, but like what Ate Nina said, it's natural. Ang tamang pakikisama at pag-iintindi lang ang tamang solusyon sa problema na 'yan. It's not only in schools where you can find those kinds of people, but everywhere you go. Hindi sila maiiwasan.

And before I end this entry, it is really sad to hear that someone will soon be leaving, or rather, already left, our school. I may not be close to that person, but I would like to say thank you for a simple greeting that he gave me (even if he doesn't know my name and he knows me by face..haha). Perhaps, you are leaving for good. I hope that you'll enjoy your stay there, and hopefully, when you come back and see us again, you'll be able to know me, not by my face nor by being a friend of someone dear to me, but by name (that sounds like demanding..haha). And, last but not the least, when that time comes, I hope that I can share my tostillas with you again. =)

Lessons from Experiences

School is a place where students, like me, learn. In school, students acquire knowledge and skills that they apply as they grow up to adapt to challenges and changes in their environment. In school, they learn academically and sometimes, they compete with each other. On the other hand, school is also a place where they can meet friends, acquaintances, and sometimes, the Draco Malfoy. If you're reading Harry Potter, you'll get my point.

There are also some instances wherein we learn something new, not being taught by our teachers. These are the lessons that we learn through our experiences, from the reality. And from these experiences, we might make mistakes, but we can learn from them.

Recently, I learned something new. These lessons, I learned outside school. I would like to share them with you:

1. Two weeks ago, I had the chance to ride the LRT and MRT with my blockmates Ocha, Cheska and Sab. It was fun, but it was tiring too. We went to Greenhills to visit an exclusive pre-school.

Lessons Learned: Be careful and be street-smart when riding these public vehicles. There are "bad people" around who'll be tempted to get something from you like cellphones and wallets so keep them inside your trustworthy bags. Be observant.

2. I tried "uwian" this week, and I swear, I wouldn't do it again. It was very, very tiring. Now, I convinced myself that I will stay in dorm for three days, Mondays- Thursdays. So my "uwian" plan will not push through.

Lessons Learned: Stay in the dorm. It is much better.

3. I asked some teachers, who I know, to answer my survey last weekend. Instead of doing it during the day, I went to their houses during the night. Although they were accomodating to me, I was really, really guilty because I made "abala".

Lessons Learned: Don't procrastinate so you won't bother anyone. Be on time.

4. I made a very big mistake. I should have looked and checked at my personal settings before I do anything else. "Nakakahiya talaga."

Lessons Learned: Be careful.

Before I do my mini-thesis in Englcom, I just realized something:

We should not blame ourselves when what we do, what we think, or what we have planned don't work out. Don't ever think that there's something wrong with you. We make mistakes because we're not perfect, and it's just normal. You can't turn back the time to make what we have done perfectly right. Past is past. All you have to do is learn from it, so you won't do the same mistake again. Be careful. Don't ever think that you're alone too, because there are people who can help and support you--- your family and friends and God. It's not the end of the world! Think positive! And hey, what is life without challenges, right? That's life. You can do it. I believe in you. =)

Too Bad to be Good

Because I love ice cream, chocolates, and other cold beverages and foods, I developed a sore throat last Monday. When night came, I didn't feel well so I wasn't able to study seriously for our psychology quiz. What mattered to me during that time was to rest and sleep.

I didn't have a "I-feel-good-ta-na-na-na-nan" feeling this week. My sore throat was gone, then a very bad cold came, and very bad cough followed, then my sore throat returned. Because of them, my whole week wasn't that happy.

Right now, I'm at home. I'm supposed to finish my survey questions for our "mini-thesis" in Englcom. Unfortunately, I don't feel well. On the other hand, I'm quite fortunate as well because I'm at home. I can rest. I need rest. Haha.

Okay, that's all for today. I have a lot to do tomorrow. I'll go back to school for our NSTP. Wish me luck, and I hope that my "slight fever" will not push through. Our midterms are next week. Huhu. Good night! =)

*By the way, I didn't see Enchong Dee in school today. Sad. Haha. Anyway, I hope to see him in school soon. Haha.*

Confessions of a Certified Homesick Iyakin

At last! I already finished our EdTech project! I should have been sleeping right now but I decided to update my blog. So here I am.

Since the start of the first day of school, I've been thinking about a lot of things. I have so many reflective thinkings that sometimes, they drive me nuts. There are times that I feel confused, and then I end up breaking down into tears. I know I shouldn't be acting like this, but I can't help it. Well, I guess it's normal for a student like me who stays in a dorm and living away from the family. Honestly, I'm not that really adjusted...yet. I always anticipate the coming of Friday afternoon because it is the day when Auntie Lucy comes to the dorm to fetch me. On the other hand, my hyper-activeness becomes lesser when Monday comes. It's not because it is Monday, if you know what I mean. I don't like Mondays that much because it means leaving away from home again.

My parents and Auntie Lucy never fail to tell me, every week, that I would be adjusted someday. I just look at them. Then I begin to "propose" my plan about going "uwian". We always have "mini-conferences" about it. They give me their point and I give them mine. It is like a game. I always lose and they always win.

As I reflect and think about my points and reasons why I like to go home, I suddenly realize that my so-called "good reasons" are just for my own benefit. I want to come up with good reasons which can be beneficial not only for myself but for others as well. Too bad, it's hard.

Anyway, it is God's will, right? He knows what's best for me. He has good reasons why He gave me the chance to study in La Salle and to stay in a dorm. Although, I'm still feeling homesick, I would accept the reality. I should be thankful for that. Who knows, maybe someday, I could be adjusted (I really hope so) or maybe my whole eternal "uwian" plan/wish would come true. Oh well, I'll just keep my fingers crossed. Have a blessed day!!!

Dalawa in One

Ang Buhay Kolehiyo

Isang linggo na rin ang nakalipas simula nang mag-umpisa ang unang araw ng pasukan sa La Salle. Dahil ako ay nagmula sa isang paaralan na puro kababaihan ang mga mag-aaral, ako ay naninibago sa bagong lugar na aking kinabibilangan ngayon. Marami- rami na rin akong nakikilalang mga bagong kaibigan at marahil, sila ay madaragdagan pa sa paglipas ng panahon.

Isang napakalaking pagbabago para sa akin ang pagpasok sa buhay kolehiyo. Ito ay masaya ngunit mahirap. Masaya dahil tulad ng sinabi ko, maraming mga kaibigan ang makikilala, ngunit mahirap din dahil kailangang magsikap ng mabuti sa pag-aaral.

Ang buhay kolehiyo ay tulad ng pag-akyat sa isang napakataas na hagdan. Kung hindi mo ito aakyatin, hindi ka makakarating sa iyong pupuntahan.

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Andrew Building Hiking

My blockmates and I were at the library, located at the second floor of Andrew Building, studying for child foundation. Then suddenly, we realized that we only had 20 minutes left before the child foundation class. We stopped and waited for the elevator. Since the elevator had many students when it opened, we had no choice but to climb up the stairs from second floor to seventeenth floor. It was exhausting! All of us felt that our "pata" (legs in short...hahaha) hurt. Fortunately, we arrived on time, but didn't have the opportunity to drink even water because Sir Lem already entered the room. And then, he announced that there was no quiz at all. Whew!

Sleep Over

I had my very first sleep over at my best friend's house in Lipa this week. I stayed there for two days. I was so glad when my parents and my auntie granted my "wish" to stay and sleep there, knowing that Lipa's miles away from Laguna. I had fun with my best friend, her cute little sister, and with the people whom I met within their compound.

Although we didn't go out to go somewhere, like hanging-out in the mall or watching a movie like we used to, we enjoyed being "home buddies". We played with her little sister, watched their favorite TV shows, read Candy magazines, called some old friend of ours through mobile phone, ate ice cream, and laughed like there's no tomorrow at all. Hahaha. We even stayed up late and slept at around past 1 o'clock in the morning talking and sharing about some stuff.

Even if I'm just "five hours away" from my bestfriend, and even if we'll still see each other tomorrow in DLSU, I already miss her...and her cute little sister...and Lipa...a lot. How I wish to go back there again! Then we'll laugh again and again and again. Hahahaha.

To my best friend, and to all the people whom I met during my stay there, thank you very much for making me feel at home and for your genuine hospitality!

***These are the pictures taken during my two-day stay in Lipa***

College Na!

Ilang araw na lang, college na ako. Ang bilis talaga ng panahon, parang kailan lang. Hindi ko pa rin lubos maisip na maiiwanan ko ang aking pamilya dito sa Laguna upang tumira at mag-aral sa lungsod ng Maynila. Masayang malungkot. Masaya dahil natupad din ang aking pangarap na makapag-aral sa Maynila, sa La Salle, at makakasama ko muli ang iba kong mga kaibigan/kamag-aral...ngunit malungkot dahil hindi ko na makakasama ang aking pamilya. Pero, talagang ganyan ang buhay. Sabi nga sa akin nila Auntie, masasanay din ako. At hindi lang naman ako ang makakaranas ng ganito dahil pati ang aking mga makakasama ay ganoon din.

Kanina lamang ay tinitingnan ko ang mapa ng La Salle. Isang napakalaking unibersidad. Napakaraming mga gusali. Naisip ko tuloy, hindi kaya ako maligaw sa aking mga klase? Tapos, bigla ko rin na naisip, naku! kaya nga may orientation eh! hahaha...ikaw talaga!

Ganyan ako...may pagka-weirdo minsan. Hahaha.

Ngunit, kahit na ako ay masayang-malungkot, ako ay excited na rin sa darating na orientation at pasukan. May mga makikilala akong muli na mga taong may iba-iba't ugali, personalidad at maging kultura. Madaragdagan muli ang aking listahan. Sa bagay, masaya rin un.

Reunion

Still fresh from the reunion last Sunday, April 29, I can't help but look at the photos I took that day. How my smile widens whenever I see my former classmates' faces in my digital camera. Everyone looks amazing, happy, and bubbly.

I had fun being with my MSMSI batchmates. I was so surprised and happy when I saw them again. Four years had passed since I last saw them. There were a lot of changes in them, (physically..haha..) but they were still the ones I knew way back gradeschool. Although most of them grew even taller, and I felt more even smaller...hahaha... our pakikitungo sa isa't- isa didn't change. I was very very happy for that.

Ailil, Rg, Nika, Thesa, Chia, Alain, Mark Ian, Elijay, Alex, Alissa, Adrian, Insan Joven, Sceiy, Judith, Betsy, Alyssa, John, Pau, Chris Ann, Rin-rin, Paolo, Kenneth, Marielle, Teacher Rose, Teacher Lyn, Teacher Sol, Rap-rap, Mhillie and James...thank you very much for making my day so meaningful, wonderful, and colorful!!!

I hope to see you guys soon!!! I will miss you too!!!

My La Salle Dream

I opened my e-mail a while ago and was surprised to see my cousins' e-mails for me. I e-mailed them last week to spread my so-called "good news". I promised them to keep in touch through e-mail because we're "oceans apart". Anyway, I was so happy that we get to share about ourselves even just through e-mails. That was the wonder of modern technology.

Anyway, I didn't update my blog to write about e-mails and the wonders of modern technology. I wanted to write something about my dream--- my La Salle dream. It came true.

Not passing my first choice in La Salle was one of the greatest and most sad moments of my life. I may sound exaggerated, but it was true. I cried the whole night when I learned that I didn't pass my first choice (biology), although I expected it. As far as my memory was concerned, I guessed almost all the questions on the test paper because I was totally unprepared, thanks to Milenyo, the killer typhoon. However, I passed my third choice which was early childhood education so it was okay. Hooray!

I looked like a complete baboon when I jumped inside the Admissions' office when I realized that I passed my third choice. I gave two thumbs-up to Ate Rosie and to Sceiy and I didn't care if there was an extremely cute guy, who saw what I did. At least, I made him smile..haha.

I texted everyone to spread the "good news". They all said they were happy for me because I got accepted. They even said, "Sabi sa iyo eh, kaya mo 'yan". I made it, and I did it...but this wouldn't be possible without them and God. They gave me the inspiration to be strong. They helped me. And I thanked them. I mean it.

Since La Salle is trimester, I only have few days left to enjoy my vacation. This coming May, I would be busy running back and forth to Taft to enroll, to have my medical and dental check-up, to have my Id picture taken and to attend my two-day orientation. In three weeks or four, I would be moving to my dorm and on May 23, it will be the start of our classes. It makes me feel sad, but it also makes me feel good because my La Salle dream has come true. Like what Audrey said, "Ate Dana, LASALISTA ka na!". Oh yeah!

"Too Many Good-byes"

If you were fond of reading Sweet Valley Junior High series of Francine Pascal, you might get the reason why I put quotations in my title. But if you're not, okay, I'll explain. "Too Many Good-byes" is actually the title of one of the series. I've read it more than twice, and it is a very old resident in my book shelf, (I got it when I was 11 years old) together with my Nancy Drews, Harry Potters and other novels. Why am I telling you these? Because, my topic today is about good-byes..."too many good-byes".

Three weeks have passed since our graduation. All of us were afraid, my classmates and me. Yes, we were afraid to let go of each other. We were afraid to face the reality that we may not see each other next school year. We loved and respected each other. We liked each other's company. We cried of course. Although we were afraid to say good-bye that day, we were also brave enough to go one step further...one step further towards our goals and dreams.

Four days have passed too, since Mikee left for States. Well, she's one of my beloved cousin/niece. I miss her, really. It's sad and painful to say good bye to her, but we need to move on, right? Maybe, we are ocean's apart now, but I'm still grateful because we still have communication. I can still feel her presence, even if she's very far away.

Good-bye St.Scho, good-bye classmates, good-bye friends, good-bye teachers, good-bye highschool life...

Yes, there were too many good-byes but those good-byes don't mean really "good-bye" because we will see each other again. We don't know when, only time can tell, but I'm looking forward to that day...I'm looking forward to seeing them again. Maybe, when that day comes, we are all professionals and successful and even married and have our own families! Hahaha. Well, I'm really getting excited now. Hahaha. And oh, before I forget, the first thing that I will do when I see them again, I will hug them and say, "I missed you..very, very much!".

Have a great summer everyone!!!